"I can escape from the world I see by giving up attack thoughts."
If you're new to A Course in Miracles, Lesson 23 might sound a little aggressive- "Giving up attack thoughts" can conjure images of wrestling with your mind, forcefully suppressing negativity. But let's reframe this powerful lesson because its true essence is far from a battle.
Instead, consider it a profound invitation to release our vice-like grip on the idea of attack – both attacking others and feeling attacked ourselves. It’s about recognising that our perception of a hostile world is, in fact, a reflection of our own internal state.
Think about it: when we're consumed by attack thoughts – be they judgments, resentments, fears, or anxieties about what others might do to us – we are constantly engaged in a mental war. We're bracing for impact, strategizing defenses, and reliving past grievances. This isn't just exhausting; it literally creates the world we see. We perceive threats because we are thinking threateningly.
Lesson 23 offers a radical alternative: What if the escape from this perceived battlefield isn't about fleeing, but about disarming ourselves? What if the "world I see" isn't an external reality to be fought, but an internal projection that can be transformed?
By "giving up attack thoughts," we aren't denying reality; we're simply choosing to stop fueling the fire. It’s about:
- Relaxing into the Present Moment: When we're not busy constructing arguments, anticipating slights, or rehearsing our comebacks, a vast space opens up. This space is the present moment, unburdened by the ego's constant need for conflict. We can simply be with what is, without judgment or resistance.
- Acceptance as Liberation: This isn't passive resignation, but active acceptance. It's acknowledging the present moment as it is, without needing to change it, control it, or defend against it. When we accept, we let go of the struggle. And in that letting go, we find peace.
- Dissolving Guilt and Blame: Attack thoughts are inextricably linked to guilt – either self-blame or the projection of blame onto others. When we release the need to attack, we also release the need to feel guilty or to make others guilty. This is a profound liberation from the weight of the past.
- Stepping Out of the Ego's Domain: The ego thrives on separation, conflict, and the constant justification of its own existence through attack and defense. "Giving up attack thoughts" is a direct challenge to the ego's reign. It's a gentle but firm assertion that there's another way to perceive – a way rooted in connection, peace, and understanding.
So, for today, let's approach Lesson 23 not as a struggle, but as a sigh of relief. Imagine releasing all the tension you hold around defending yourself, proving yourself, or judging others. Imagine simply letting go of the mental weapons you've been carrying.
When we truly give up attack thoughts, the world we see begins to shift. It's not that external circumstances magically disappear (although sometimes they do!) but our experience of them transforms. The perceived threats diminish, the need for defense dissolves, and we find ourselves resting in a state of acceptance and peace.
This isn't just escaping from the world; it's escaping into a truer, more peaceful experience of it. It's recognizing that the battlefield was always in our minds, and the disarmament begins with us.
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